my hard and hapiness moment

hello, I'm charolyne. actually I wanna write here from three days ago but in that time until yesterday I can't even open my laptop 'cause that three days was so busy day. the LKK stage for open recruitment UKSA is so hard from the firs day. I think if I don't have the strong willingness I will give up in first day, but I wanted become UKSA's member so badly! there was so many people I admire so I won't give up. but in the second day that's the most pleasant days from the other days. in the second days I get so many happiness LOL, actually that's not really a big happiness, just when they wanted to test our compactness with tell us to watertrap in the 2 meters pool, in the first I can calm down but when I felt so tired I became panic and want to hold the side of the pool but E.E.S.(initial) hold me tight so I cant reach the side of the pool. they keep telling me to calm down and blah blah... but I still panic but when my senior R.N. (initial) she is the official member of UKSA too tell me to see her, breath normally and don't get panic I become a bit calm and do what she say (may be because I admire her a lot from 'ATLANTIK') moreover when I try to calm and reduce my tired with vampire jump I meet with my beloved M.D. (initial of the person who I like from the first I entered college) he keep talk to me and calmed me down and give me his hand and hold my hand, automatically I get more energy and want to try hard, show him my best. he praised me after that, he say "good, continue like that. see the sky" I'm really glad, I'm happy that I did not give up so I can see him and hold hand with him. my senior R.N. praised me too she say "nice 'charolyne' you can calm down. defend and hold" from that words I can endure to the end, and that was very happy. but in the next day I can't stand myself why I'm so weak. in the third day they test us with the same way, that is water trap but this time they choose 5 meters pool. with our eyes covered with our T-shirt. that time I'm verry spoiled. I try to calm down but I choose to give up and finally my senior R.N. say "are you ready owe me water trap 30 minutes before the LKK test later?" first I answer "I'll try" but she keep continues to convince me so I said "yes I ready" after that they tell us to jump from a height of 5 meters to the pool (for women) in this challenge I dare to jump from that height without doubt and shouted "UKSA victorious!" I'm glad I have dared to do and not be a looser for the second time.  the only challenge that I have not been able to solve is water trap 30 minutes and swim 200 meters. I do not want to disappoint my senior R.N. so I'll try hard to pass this challenge. pray for me please... so I can pass with either. Thanks. sweet greeting from charolyne. chuuu.

UKSA

hello everyone!! I wanna share with all of you. well I want join in diving club in my university. the name of that club is "UKSA" the people there was interesting and enjoyable, but the stages to be the official member was not easy. and tomorrow is the next stage, in three days we trained in the pool, the standard is we must can swim till 200 meters , water trap about 30 minutes, apnea eight line and hold the breath about 1 minutes. I'm scared I can't pass all of that, moreover the swim... but I'm serious want to join the club I just can try my best tomorrow. please pry for me, thanks.... sweet greetings from charolyne :)