my diary...

I'm charolyne, actually that's not my real name, but just call me by that. I'm in the first year of my live course. in the beginning I think being far away from family is so cool and enjoyable. but that's really not true! so many problem come and there's no space for me to take a little breath. may be for me ('cause I'm included to spoiled child) it's like I'm dying. the thing which I like turn out nightmare for me and the thing which I don't like it from beginning become more and more annoyed me. friends.. I still can't make a really true best friend, when they turn they head from me I feel like I wanna jump from this world and I don't wanna care about anything anymore..... but then I realize, I must raise and show them I'm not a little thing! even though I'm still in the bottom now.... but I'll raise with my own effort .... then just this little note for this time.... by C.W.L